A calling or a personal dream? In new memoirs, young believers share tales of self-denial, heartache and the discovery of simple, transformative grace.
We’ve seen a surfeit of Christian bestsellers in the recent years — detailing the lives of believers who equate divine calling with radical adventure.
The books, marketed to idealistic students and twentysomethings, encourage a kind of zeal that can be satisfied only through seismic shifts in lifestyle and focus.
But new books are emerging in response from young people who took to heart the messages of radicalism and have their own stories to tell.
Two recent memoirs detail the lives of men in their 20s who shook off the fetters of middle-class American life to pursue a radical calling and, through doubt and disappointment, began to see grace and calling in a different light.
The shattering power of the book, “Runaway Radical: A Young Man’s Reckless Journey to Save the World,” comes from the dual perspectives of a son attempting to live out authentic Christianity and a mother, helplessly watching her son deteriorate.
With the tagline, “When Doing Good Goes Wrong,” mother and son writing team Amy and Jonathan Hollingsworth recount the events surrounding Jonathan’s decision to spend a year as a missionary in the West African nation of Cameroon.
The wounds are fresh, and the pain on these pages is, at times, nearly unbearable. Jonathan’s obsessive worry that he wasn’t doing enough for God, fueled by books such as “Blue Like Jazz,” led him to give away his possessions, shave his head and sleep on the floor of his closet surrounded by quotes scribbled on the walls to remind him of his vow of self-denial.
He accepts a job with an organization serving in Cameroon, raises funds, takes a year off from college and starts his new life.
His dreams are destroyed, though, at the hands of a corrupt organization, church leaders with unreasonable demands and a living situation that amounts to house arrest.
His parents are unaware of the extent of Jonathan’s suffering, and Jonathan slips into a dangerous depression, becoming disconnected from God and family — a break that lasts long after he returns home, altered and exhausted.
In exquisite prose, Jonathan and Amy share the nightmare that held their family captive for years.
Another young memoirist, Ryan J. Pemberton, also writes about waking up to the knowledge that our calling is to trust God’s persistent love. In his new memoir “Called: My Journey to C. S. Lewis’s House and Back Again,” Pemberton takes a quieter look at the complicated forces behind following a radical calling.
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SOURCE: The Christian Chronicle
Laura Anderson Kurk is the author of young adult novels “Glass Girl” and “Perfect Glass.” She and her family worship with the A&M Church of Christ in College Station, Texas.